| Ok...So Dude (My fish) I believe is sick. His Gills are inflamed. Yes I'm crazy, but really they are!
So question of Moral I guess...
I paid what less then 3 bucks for him.
Do I:
1. Buy an antibiotic for him if I can find it--yes there is a such thing and do all the necessary to "save" him and spend money.
2. Just let it be, and if he dies he dies. I can always get a new fish for under 3 bucks, where as the biotics to "save" him could cost me more than the fish did.
Let me know what you think, in the meantime I'm doing some forstalled homework | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment   |
| Alicia was being mean to me. So I colored her a picture. She's getting sat on by the elephant, and i'm the one laughing at her! MWuahahaha!
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| Everyone take a moment and look at this picture...
This is what I want for Valentine's day...
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there ya guys go | | comments: Leave a comment |
| 1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. have we kissed??? if no, Would you kiss me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When’s the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
15. what is the biggest memory you have of me? | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| Tim Shaw did that "What I Adore About You" post, as I did yesterday. It got me thinking. I'm going to miss so many people when I go away next year. I'm extremely excited to start that new part of my life, but I'm leaving another important part of my life behind. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not going to be one of those people who doesn't talk to their friends back home, but I know things are going to be different. So I decided to dedicate this post to all my friends out there. To show them how much I truly adore each and every one of them. I know not everyone I list will read this, but I want to put it all out there.
Disclaimer: This is really long. So if you do not want to read it all, please feel free to just jump to your name. But hey, feel free to read it all. Just thought I'd put this out there. lol
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First person I'd like to talk about is Anna. The only class I've had with Anna, in high school, was Computer Multimedia. Actually, that was the first class we've had together since 5th grade. We've been friends since 1st grade, through Brownies. We've done cheerleading together and swam together for Freshman and Sophomore years. Though, we have grown apart in the past 4-6 years, I still see her as a good friend. The help her family gave us when we had the fire 8 years ago, was so great. I remember Mrs. Rathman going out to Kohls the night of the fire and buying me clothes, so I would have something to wear the next day to school. She was so good to us. I remember she threw my mom a coming home party. Anna was my first best friend, with the exception of Lindsay.
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My friendship with Margaret didn't start until 7th grade. We met in Art class, and I was always jealous of her because of her abilities to draw so well. Lol. After Jr. HIgh we kind of lost touch. We didn't talk to much, but we acknowledged each other. That is before gym last year. Weight Lifting with Fidler. We did absolutely nothing, and we enjoyed it. We made a secret pact to do absolutely nothing in that class. And that we did. Amazingly we both were able to come out of the class with A's. How we did so? I have NO idea. But it happened. Then we had Expo Comp with each other this year. We shared the same hatred, and apparently the same grades on our papers, until I received that B- on my research paper. But we just laughed about that. Then came Brit Lit. Oh man, that was a fun class. The end of the semester MacBeth project was fun to make. Then we have Physics where we both share the same hatred for the stupid people in our class. These past two years we have gotten so much closer. I will miss her Margaretisms. I was talking to her the other day and was like "DUDE Margaret. This is it! No more classes together!" I will truly miss laughing at her quirks, and hearing her laugh at mine. (wow that sounded weird)
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Amy. Amy Amy Amy. We've had our tough times. Freshman year was a hoot. Yes I said a hoot. I know we had a period of 2 years (?) that we didn't talk. I think, as bad as that was, it was good for both of us. We needed a break. We rekindled the friendship this year, and I'm glad of it. I've had a blast this Senior year. My fondest memory from this year has got to be Dana sitting in that gum. And then picking it off her butt, in the bathroom. I hope we keep in touch. We most definitely will.
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When I first met Stephanie Hutton, I didn't know what to think. Here was this crazy girl who happened to resemble a cartoon character from the Flintstones. (Pebbles) Stephanie has always been able to make me smile. We've had our small tiffs, but how long did those last? Not too long. I feel we have grown apart these past two years. I hope we are able to keep in touch through out the years to come. She is truly a friend I would love to have around. One of my biggest memories with her is our camping trips with my family. I'm sad that we won't be able to go this Memorial Day weekend. Too much going on this month, according my folks. I know if I ever need a camping buddy, she will always be a phone call away.
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I remember playing against Angela in basketball for the Park District. My first impression of her was "Dang! She's tall!" I'm ashamed to admit it, but I judged her by her height. Today she doesn't seem as tall. Maybe because I grew, but the judgment I passed on her was completely utterly wrong. She is one of the sweetest girls I have ever met. I won't miss her next year. That's for sure. Now that seems mean now doesn't it? Well, she's going to be down at Eastern with me so we'll be partying it up. Haha. Right... I hope we will be able to get closer in the years to come and that we don't completely forget that we're both down there. Lol.
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Stephanie Penev, is one of my, let's say different friends. I met her at church through confirmation class. We didn't really become good friends until the summer before Jr. year. Why that was, is beyond my knowledge. She taught me to look at the world in a different light. I have to admit I haven't been the nicest person to her lately, and I really truly don't mean too. I will miss her next year. A week or two ago I went to this Breaking Away program with my mom at school and one of the speakers was talking about how different people deal with saying good-bye. And one of the ways was pushing someone away, with out totally realizing they're doing so. I think I've been unconsciously doing so. So here's my message to you Stephanie: No matter how I've been acting towards you, I still love you dearly and will never forget you. I will keep in touch, if you promise to keep in touch. You opened me up to an entirely new world. I would never have met all my good friends if it were not for you. If you had not introduced me and welcomed me into that group, I wouldn't be the person I am today. Yea you have your quirks just as I have my quirks, but we some how look past them and are able to be great friends. Remember: boys really are not that bad. They don't know what they're doing half the time.
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Christine is one of my newest friends. I can only think of one word that would describe this girl, and that is: spirited. Now I know you're saying "What does 'spirited' mean?" Well, let me explain. Every-time I see her she has a great story to tell. She can put a smile on your face in an instant. Even when she's upset she can make you laugh. She's strong in her religion which has inspired me to be who I am and not to be ashamed. We always some how have had the same taste in boys. How that works, I'm not quite sure. But we've agreed on boys since the moment I met her. And we both know what I'm talking about. Lol. We've had our tiffs, but what friendship doesn't? But we were always able to make it up. One of my favorite things about her is her excitement for life. No matter what it is she is excited about it. Her family on the other hand, is CRAZY. I absolutely adore her and her family. Sometimes I wish I was apart of that family. They always seem to be having fun doing something crazy. (Not saying I hate my family they are marvelous also, but that's for another time) I'll miss Christine mucho mas. She will have to come visit me when she goes down to visit her sister. :smile:
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Corpus is well, Corpus. We have lost touch in the past few months. And I don't like that, that has happened. I always had fun hanging out with him and everyone that came with him. I don't know really what to write here. We have lost so much in the past couple of months that its hard to say anything. He was one of my first good guy friends, despite the little crush I had on him. :wink: He accepted me into the group, which was my biggest fear when I first met this group. I wish we were closer. I wish we hadn't grown apart. I miss hanging out, granted I haven't really made much of an effort. Still I can miss him. I will miss him next year. We must keep in touch.
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I have been calling Mike, Ducci since the day I met him. I'm not sure why i necessarily shorted his name, I suppose i was because it was shorter than Banducci, and more fun than Mike. We agree on absolutely one thing and only one thing. Nothing else, other than our political views. The only thing we agree on. Why that is, I am so not sure. I love Mike. He is my little computer geek, who thinks I'm just as geeky as him. Little does he know, I never know what he is talking about. Oh, well I think he enjoys confusing me. I will miss him. But we will have fun when he comes and visits Alleigh. I will continue to give this boy advice,whether he wants it or not. I will miss you Michael Banducci.
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I think Tim Shaw will be the guy I miss the most. I have grown close with him in the past 6 years. He is truly my best guy friend. He is fun, witty, liberal, smart, and just plain crazy. He is an amazing singer. Every time he sings he gives me the chills. There's not much more I can say, except I will miss him so much.
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My freshman. David is my freshman. I will miss him. I have just gotten close to him this past year. You look at this kid and if you didn't know better you would think he was older. Who would have ever thought I would be friends with my former music teacher's son. How crazy is that? It's pretty crazy. I am psyched for Prom. It's going to be a blast. I will miss David next year.
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I've known this girl since she was born. Lindsay is my longest friend ever. Not only is she my friend, but she's my "surrogate" cousin. We're not biologically related, but our parents are the best of friends, just like us. I remember how I was mean to her. I'm not sure why I was, but I was. I was a mean child. Let her tell you. But despite how mean I was, I loved this girl with all of my heart. She is an amazing girl. We used to play dress up, barbies, and ponies. We were the best of friends. We haven't seen each other a lot lately. I miss her already. This summer we are definitely going to hang out more often. My message to Lindsay is: stay yourself. Don't let your friends get to you. Stay strong. You are a strong girl.
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Now I know I saved this one for last. And I know you probably think I should have put this one first. But I chose not to. This is the person I will miss the most. She's been on my side for years. We have never been mad at each other. Ok well, we've never fought. We have our moments of where we are like oh.... and then less than 5 minutes later we're good. I love this girl so much. I don't know what I'm going to do next year with out her. I've been best friends with Dana since the 4th grade. I've known her since Kindergarten, but if you ask her she'll say 2nd grade. We have had so many adventures, that I can't just name one. *cough*gum*cough*. Haha. I'll miss you Dana, more than anyone (with the exception of mi madre and mi padre.). I wish you were coming down with me, but seeing as that's not happening, you will have to come visit me, and I will so totally come home to see you. I don't know what I'm going to do next year with out you. You are truly the bestest friend anyone could have. You're the only one I could sing a long to Spice Girls and Nsync like a mad girl.
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There's my I miss list. There are many more, but these are the main people who have made a difference in my life.
Now I go and have my torrid affair with my Orlando Bloom.
Sweet dreams. I will miss you all next year. You are all my inspiration.
Jenna | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| 1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. have we kissed??? if no, Would you kiss me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When’s the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
15. what is the biggest memory you have of me? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Right Now- Garth Brooks aka Chris Gaines | | Subject: | Inside of me... | | Time: | 09:44 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/crushed.gif) crushed |
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| So I realized I haven't had any real posts about how I'm feeling...
Right now I'm kind of down and angry at the same time...
For all of you out there who couldn't catch the hints from this past week... Or weren't told...
Jeff broke up with me on Tuesday...
I'm not completely sure why. I mean he told me and I do know why. But I guess his reason was much more important to him. Which is fine, I guess.
It came to me as a shock. I mean I thought everything was going fine. I mean, yea there were little things but it wasn't like we were fighting or things were awkward, at least I didn't think it was... So when he told me he thinks we should just be friends I was shocked. Like less then 1 minute before he imed me, Stephanie asked me how we were and what not and I said oh we're good. So yea...
So I went through the shock stage, passed that and went into the hurt stage. The reason he told me couldn't have hurt me more, I don't think. To know that he had always liked someone else along with me kinda was a stab to my chest. I guess maybe thats just me? I don't know...But it hurt nonetheless...
And he said that he wants to be friends and stuff. Which is fine. I mean I would like to be, but I can't be right now. 1. It would just be awkward. 2. I'm still angry about it...
Then I went from hurt to psh whatever i don't care kind of attitude. Then I started getting to where I am now....
I know we only went out for a month and a half. And I know it's not that long. A first boyfriend is a first boyfriend. I mean I knew we were going to break up, I knew it wasn't going to be forever... But I didn't expect it to be as short as it was. So I think my expectations is what caused some of the frustration. I know every day is different. And I know I can't predict my future. And I know I can't control him or anyone else for that matter.
I miss him...I miss him a lot. I miss hanging out with him...I miss being with him...
So right now I'm kind of down.
Last week was a tough week, very tough week. With that damn english project and then Jeff breaking up with me. Let me tell you, it was not fun whatsoever....
I hope this weeks goes by fast and goes smoothly. I don't need anymore bumps in the road...
There's supposedly a storm headed our way...With sleet, freezing rain, and some snow... i wonder.......
please.....
I miss him...
I want the fun days back...
Which hurts more?
Thinking you should hate him
or
knowing that you dont?
It was fun while it lasted...
Jenna
AdDoN:
OH yea, on a crazier note...
I think I have a suicidal fish...
I also think that all fish I have turn into suicidal fish....
First there's the fish that jumped out of its bowl and was no where to be found, so we blamed it on the cat, only later found the fish in my drawer...not pleasant...i squealed... kinda freaked me out.. had to make my mom grab it out. lol it was a dead thing... garoossssssss!
Then there's the fish I have now. Which granted has all the right to hate me and be suicidal... I barely take care of the thing. I barely clean the bowl out...I barely feed it. I feel terrible. I really do. So I went to clean his bowl out. So since there was barely any water left in the bowl, I was tipping it so the water was deeper on one side right.. right.... so i was trying to get it to go into the net and it was swimming to the SHALLOW side of the tank.... and for a few seconds it was actually completely ABOVE the water... and it was just laying there. didn't even TRY to flop back into the water...Now that there is suicide. Don't tell me otherwise....
But nonetheless my goal is to make it's life much more enjoyable... I'm going to have my dad move my desk out away from my bed a little bit so the bed doesn't rock the desk like it does now when i'm getting into bed. and i'm going to move the fish to my desk somewhere, so I'll see it and be like O the fish needs to be fed. or O the fish's water needs to be changed...
Good plan? I think so...
But yea.....All my fish go suicidal, what can I say?
I hope this one doesn't die. It really doesn't deserve it... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Light the Fire In Me-WOW Worship | | Subject: | moms... | | Time: | 03:50 pm |
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| moms are soooo annoying sometimes.....
u just point out a small lil defect in a plan and bam its ur fault.........
meh | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | For You- Manfred Mann's Earth Band | | Subject: | weird, bizzaar... | | Time: | 01:37 am |
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| You know what the weirdest thing is?
Laying down for a nap at 12:40 p.m. (noon timeish) and not waking up until 1:15 a.m. (middle of the nigh)
hmmm......
yea just did that. I was confused when I woke up. Lol, i had to look at the clock like 5 times....
I had to pull an all nighter last night or i should say thursday night....... because of that stupid english project.
And when i say I pulled an all nighter... i mean I was up from 6 a.m. Thursday morning to 12:40 p.m. Friday afternoon. I never went to bed thursday night...
yea so, I think my sleeping is all screwed up, but I think i'll be able to go back to bed. I hope so. Lol..... a 13 hour nap... that's insane, i thought i was just going to sleep till like 3... i did want to do something tonight/last night. oops
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| | Subject: | d211 | | Time: | 06:14 am |
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| District 211 SUCKSS!
Dude im looking out my window....My street is plowed, but I can't find Edgemont, Durham, or Fredrick.....
I think that's telling me sumtin......
Meh
Son of A Beep........
RIDICULOUSS! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Send The Pain Below- Chevelle-Wonder What's Next | | Subject: | shoveling | | Time: | 02:07 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/sore.gif) sore |
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| Wow...
There must be something wrong with me
I just shoveled our drive way...
now ur prolly figuring out why that is weird...
I don't shovel my driveway, i leave that to my dad to do...
I did a pretty good job to...cept for on the apron... that snow there is just hhhhhhhaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrdddddddddd...
but then when i got to the actual driveway part, it was easier, except the snow kept sticking ot he shovel. SO then i discovered a new way to shovel.
I stand behind the shovel, push forward collecting snow and then I get to the end of the drive way where the snow pile is, and i life up but with my foot more or less...and throw the snow up...
It works, didn't hurt my back...
But my back does hurt. But i can't go to the chiro cuz 1. My car slides too much and the streets are sucking major and 2. I told margaret n erin that I would pick them up so we can work on the project after school. oops...oh well
So my back hurts
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SO i would talk about what happened last night, but I'll just get more mad. I'm not so much hurt ne more, well i am, but i'm not like ya know. but yea... i'm just mad. More mad than anything else. Mad and heartbroken I guess u would say.
Let's just say the month and a half was fun, but now it just seems like a waste, knowing the reason he broke up with me.
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Ok so I'm going to go, I'm kinda hungry.....more like starving...so hopefully i can find something good to eat with less effort.
Jenna | | comments: Leave a comment |
| well this night was good until "he" imed me
A month and a half wasted.....
well at least that's how i feel about it now that i know that there was always someone else he liked better.....
NOw i have to somehow memorize a stupid section out of MacBeth...
doubt i'll be able to do it now...... | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | I'm Just a Kid- Simple Plan-No Pads, No Helmet...Just Balls | | Subject: | troy | | Time: | 01:45 pm |
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| I GOT TROY!
OOOOOHHHHHHHH MAMA! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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